I was supposed to be pregnant exactly 9 weeks on Friday 15 February 2008.
Yup... I WAS.
And on that Friday, i had bleeding. Quite heavy. I started to be worried. I asked some experienced people whether is it normal to have blood flowing, and some responded it's normal but still i've to check with the doctor just to make sure that the fetus got heartbeat!
Well... Friday night i still go to work as usual. Many people and i felt tired. Blood still come out heavy.
So on Saturday afternoon, i went to Dr. Hardeep to check. Too bad, he can't checked me, he's not a gynae and he referred me to another doctor. It's somewhere in Subang Permai. I could not go cos Pogi had a call to go casting for Celcom Executive Plan commercial and he's supposed to be at the casting agency from 12-3pm. So i skipped my plan to go to the doctor. Told Pogi we go on Sunday.
Saturday night, i'm supposed to have rest. Total rest in bed, but i decided to go to work. We overnight at the hotel, and on Sunday morning, woke up and went to the clinic nearby Aman Suria.
Had a stomach scan, the doc said it's not very clear so i had to do vagina scan. When the doc did the vagina scan, everything was clear. The fetus was still in the womb, but doc said no movement! Also no heartbeat. At that moment i knew that i've had miscarriage. The doc said according to the scan, i am pregnant 9 weeks 3 days and the baby was 8 weeks 3 days. Meaning, the fetus has been dead for about a week! And finally the doc said "sorry to gave you bad news that you've lost the baby!" Tears slowly came out....
So the doc said just wait for the whole thing to come out by itself. Usually it will come out in 3 days!
So in the evening, i went to Pyramid. Then went to Madam Lim's near Giant Mall. There, i felt the pain! I knew it's coming out. The pain was terrible. Twice the period pain!
After dinner we went home to Aman, watched the Lion Dance show at Aman Suria, and then before going home to Bayu, i went to the toilet and i'm not gonna tell the rest of the story.
Al-Fatihah!
Yup... I WAS.
And on that Friday, i had bleeding. Quite heavy. I started to be worried. I asked some experienced people whether is it normal to have blood flowing, and some responded it's normal but still i've to check with the doctor just to make sure that the fetus got heartbeat!
Well... Friday night i still go to work as usual. Many people and i felt tired. Blood still come out heavy.
So on Saturday afternoon, i went to Dr. Hardeep to check. Too bad, he can't checked me, he's not a gynae and he referred me to another doctor. It's somewhere in Subang Permai. I could not go cos Pogi had a call to go casting for Celcom Executive Plan commercial and he's supposed to be at the casting agency from 12-3pm. So i skipped my plan to go to the doctor. Told Pogi we go on Sunday.
Saturday night, i'm supposed to have rest. Total rest in bed, but i decided to go to work. We overnight at the hotel, and on Sunday morning, woke up and went to the clinic nearby Aman Suria.
Had a stomach scan, the doc said it's not very clear so i had to do vagina scan. When the doc did the vagina scan, everything was clear. The fetus was still in the womb, but doc said no movement! Also no heartbeat. At that moment i knew that i've had miscarriage. The doc said according to the scan, i am pregnant 9 weeks 3 days and the baby was 8 weeks 3 days. Meaning, the fetus has been dead for about a week! And finally the doc said "sorry to gave you bad news that you've lost the baby!" Tears slowly came out....
So the doc said just wait for the whole thing to come out by itself. Usually it will come out in 3 days!
So in the evening, i went to Pyramid. Then went to Madam Lim's near Giant Mall. There, i felt the pain! I knew it's coming out. The pain was terrible. Twice the period pain!
After dinner we went home to Aman, watched the Lion Dance show at Aman Suria, and then before going home to Bayu, i went to the toilet and i'm not gonna tell the rest of the story.
Al-Fatihah!
3 comments:
wat a sad ending my nina.i felt the same.so sorry about the bbaby.anyway bukan rezeki but boleh buat lagi.u do take care yooooo
wat a sad ending my nina.i felt the same.so sorry about the bbaby.anyway bukan rezeki but boleh buat lagi.u do take care yooooo
It's ok...
We didn't plan for 2nd baby actually. Tapi pasal dah lekat, we terima seadanya. To us, kalau ada rezeki, ada lar. Takde, we'll do it again!!!
Thanks for your concern! Very much appreciated!
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